Writing-wise (what?)

Yeah, probably people starting to wonder why I wrote in Chinese before, and English now. The reason is so simple: Because English is easier to type than Chinese.

I know, it's stupid. But I don't care. Sometimes it's really frustrating to type in Chinese, what's with the pinyin and all that stuffs. Especially your computer will auto correct everything you wrote, just that it "auto-wrong" it and you have to go back and read again and cancel or change the words that the computer changed it for you. It's tiring, no joke.

I will write in Chinese too, maybe later or something. I'm too lazy to type in Chinese, especially when English is much more easier.

Well, back before when I was a child and don't know a single shit about computers and typing-wise, I wrote everything on papers, with my pencil (duh). It's okay to write manually, but it really kills you when you're writing novels and you keep write the wrong word. So typical. I still write my journal manually, but it doesn't kill me at all. Because there are no inspirations forcing you to write quicker or your memory's full but your hand isn't quick enough. I'm basically just talking with myself when I'm writing in my journal, kind of like a self-reflection or examination stuff. But really, I'm just whining in my journal like a overgrown baby.

One thing good about writing in computer is that, you just need to move your fingers and words form so quickly and you can just delete back stuff you don't want instead of rubbing the hell out of you. Speaking of rubbing, back when I used pencils to write, I so hate writing the wrong words. I'm a person who goes with her feelings, and one really bad thing about it is that, you're already close to the end, but your guts tell you that: NO THAT IS SO WRONG CANCEL IT ALL. Then like a stupid little kid, I'd got to rub off the whole paragraph and my eraser broke down into some rubber balls.

Then I grow up a little and now in high school. We use pens to write our homework (not that I've done any) and other shit. So it's a little more frustrating to use pens. I hate erasers, but I even hate to cross out the whole paragraph that I hate. It sucks even more than erasing stuff.

You know that awful feeling when you see your entire paper is fulled with little crossed-out signs and a heck lot of liquid paper. The paper felt so dirty. Ew.

I prefer typing, really. I enjoy writing manually, to feel the deep prints and the papery feel where your fingers touch the edge of your paper. IF I don't make that much mistake. That's the only drawback for writing manually on a paper. I like papers, they each have a unique smell. Yes, you can go and smell it, and tell me what you think. But, uh, keep out those papers that you use in the toilet (i.e. toilet papers), they smelled an awful lot. How do I know? Yeah because I was that little freak that smelled toilet papers before using. Chill.

But why I don't type my journal instead of writing them down? The reason is easy, if I save in my computer, the whole world including your family (my little nosy brother will sure look behind my back) and your friends will able to see it with a simple click with the mouse. AND I LIKE WRITING MANUALLY EXCEPT I ALWAYS WRITE THE WRONG WORDS WHEN I AM NOT INTENDED TO.

This is so stupid.

But I enjoy talking to myself, a LOT. Come on, it's fun. It's more than just fun. Thank God my family respect my privacy and never take a look at my journal once. They're such nice people (awww). Yeah, respect is a really great deal. Probably next time I'll talk about respect and stuff. It'll be cool.

So here I am, typing away in front of the computer with a blank look on my face. Yeah, my face is always blank in front of the computer. I mean, hello, who really LOL when they write LOL on their comments and stuff?

That'd be so.... weird.