Yeah, I didn't get online yesterday, so no posts. It's hard to being away from typing, but I managed...by watching TV. Actually, I planned to study History, but...yeah, that's how it turned out.
You know that frustrating feeling that you set your mind to do something, but you ended up day-dreaming everything you can think of? Yeah, it sucks a LOT. But I can't help it. I'm sure you can't to, especially when you're sitting down with your History book on your lap and your eyes glued on the TV screen.
Come on! I can't help it! Study FIVE CHAPTERS about how Islam started and stuff really get on my nerves (no offense). All those names and places and meanings... is it that IMPORTANT for us to know all the details? Huh? Really? ESPECIALLY I'm not a Muslim, for crying out loud. I think we should learn our own religion more or you know, that's history, we can learn more about WORLD HISTORY, instead of how stupid the people were before they got to know Islam.
Yeah, religion is good. But, hello, not all of us here have the same religion. A plus, we really can't remember all those name when they're almost the same, all right? I guess some people can really memorize all that, since they're such genius or they have photographic memories or something. I may be a freak, but I'm not a genius plus a nerd. So it's not my fault I can't remember all that.
But it's really depressing that you realize the exams on the way but you can't force everything into your brain. And that you're going to get lousy results for everything and it's your fault. Isn't study supposed to be fun? Yeah, I guess not. In here, memorize things mean everything, understanding is only the second.
What can I do? My future lays on my results. So gotta suck it up and glue a big fake smiley face when reading how many generations or something are they in that Chapter (shit shit shit).
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