Some "stuff" I planned

So the holiday is just around the corner (three days, to be exact), and apparently, I have some planning to do. Okay, I actually already finish planning everything way before I have my finals. Hey, a girl needs to have some motivation to go through the excruciating process of finals.

Actually, I already started doing some of my holiday plans now, since it's almost like holiday to me right now. No classes, no studying, no NOTHING. Just sitting there like an idiot in school, and chat away (which reminds me that I forgot to bring my journal to school today, ugh).

Anyway, I started my job yesterday (it was so tiring) and yes, that obviously indicates that I PASSED MY INTERVIEW. Yes, I so can't believe that I got my answer just the day after I went for the interview. It was so cool, except that I had to stand all day long to watch over kids and that some kids were really really annoying. But apart from that, everything is okay. And I treated the fact that I have to stand while I'm working as a part of my exercise (the truth is I don't do any exercises).

Besides that, I want to start a new novel, actually. I already drew down the plot of my story, but I'm still struggling with the settings. I read a lot of novels and all those novels have their settings in the U.S., so it's sort of like I already got used to that. But it seems really weird to place my settings in the U.S., since I never ever have been there and that I don't really think that's a good idea. I mean, it's totally weird for me to write since I don't really know the place and all that. 

I sort of consider another option that is to create my own place, but I also struggle with that choice, too. I don't know... but a place that's imaginary is really hard to relate to, especially I'm not writing stuff like Lord Of The Rings or Star Wars. I mean, COME ON. 

So that left me my last option, that is to place the setting in Malaysia, which I am SO familiar with since hello, this is my country. But it seems really weird because I don't actually SEE my story takes place in here, you understand? 

THAT IS SO FRUSTRATING, I SO WANNA PULL MY HAIR OFF EXCEPT THAT I AM AFRAID THAT I WILL THEN BECOME EVEN UGLIER THAN A BEAST. 

Excuse me now, but I'm going to wallow and think the shit out of my brain and try to wreck out a setting. 

Wish me luck (I NEED IT I SO NEED IT). Ciao.