Exhausted (zZzZzZzZ)

I seriously can't believe I slept through X Factor, just because I was way too tired. Seriously, I can't believe it. Mom woke up in the middle of the night and found out I was asleep but that dumb TV was still on and she had to turn it off for me. Seriously.

Why am I so tired? (If you notice I am using present tense because I AM tired, and really really exhausted) Oh well, because of my new job. I am a helper in a tuition center, and my job description includes teaching little kids (or some not really little ones). You think teaching a bunch of seven-year-old (my table) isn't that hard or tired. But let me tell you something, picture the little kids need to describe some durians and that they don't even know HOW to write the word "durian" in Chinese, it's pretty sad. 

It's not their fault, but it's my responsibility to teach them and help them to finish their homework on time. Not to mention that I also need to sigh their homework book and teach them and also care for their safety and ALSO make sure that they keep their lovely mouths SHUT. That's sort of tough for a newcomer like me but that's not an excuse... (sadly).

It's pretty embarrassing where the other teachers yelled at your table because your students are whispering for YOU. Yes, my darkest nightmare is when about five or six students raise up their tiny palms and wanting me to teach them. Not to mention the remaining four are still talking and playing and that one little kid are wandering off and you need to catch him or her back so him or her won't go AWOL. 

Yes, so I went home and still have to do my chores (my brother was so heartless, I helped him out but he STILL didn't want to help me) and well, I just sucked it up and finished all the chores and my legs were like freaking sticks. Not that they're slim (hell no) but they're SO STIFF. For a person who doesn't exercise much (ME ME ME) or doesn't exercise at all (um... guilty?), standing all day long almost killed me. I am SO surprise I survive all this. Ugh.

Still, after missing that tape of X Factor, I literally go crazy, because I missed the performance I wanted to see so badly (ALEX & SIERA). I. Am. So. Pissed. Off.

And today is also an exhausting day for me, too. No, for your info, I didn't go to work today. But I DID did something that is really really exhausting, and really boring. Yes, I went for undang. I just sat there like an idiot for like 6 hours and listened to the law and the precautions and all that. The worst part is, I was in a hurry to pee but the person wouldn't stop talking. My bladder literally burst, you know. Sometimes I really like to know WHY all these embarrassing things need to happen to me. Just so typical of my luck.

Anyway, I'm going to song practice later, but I really hope I won't nod off or something. HELP ME!

(P.S. One thing: I would never ever sleep in public, because.... shhh.... I um, snore.)