This has to be a short one because I'm breaking all the rules just to write this down. But I figured it's been quite a time since I write in here, so yeah. A quick one, I promise.
I'm quite stressed out recently (not to mention keep freaking out) because I have two freaking exams waiting for me round the corner. Not to mention my brother keeps annoy the hell out of me. Though one of the exams is just a simple school test, I can still freak out over it, because I'm way too lazy to study anything. So I have to be like "Oh my God, how am I going to finish all these shits in such a short time?" or "I so hate myself. WHY DIDN'T I STUDY BEFORE?"
Yeah, I know it's a SMALL test, but if I mess the shit up, I'll have depression and feel extremely guilty and all... for quite a short time actually. Since Criminal Minds can always cheer me up (yeah!). And my song-writing. Okay, that aside, first.
Anyway, I have to keep my head in the game (study) and hopefully won't fail all my subs... Okay, okay. I'm just hoping I won't get any C (B is quite acceptable, I think) for this exam. I mean, if I get a C in a test, what am I going to get for a MAJOR exam? Touche, right?
And my other exam is quite HUGE. It's my music theory exam. And I just finished my trial exam few days before and I'm going to get my results TODAY. I'm SO freaking out. This is as bad as getting a C in Additional Mathematics. Or studying History. Whichever. I'm so SCARED that I'm going to fail this trial (and the real exam, of course). Because to actually take the exam, you have to PAY for it. And it surely isn't cheap at all. So, naturally and rationally, sure as hell I don't wanna fail. Argh. I'm so freakingly freaking out right now. Even my words don't make sense anymore.
I don't know why but I think I'm crazy now. I can't think (that's probably because my brother's smashing the piano just right behind me). I think this is for now. I can't think RATIONALLY now.
Crossing my fingers now: PLEASE DON'T LET ME FAIL ANYTHING
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