Another Random Post (actually I ran out of post titles... shh)

What I can really say is this blog better be grateful because I update this blog sooner than I update my journal (no peeps) as the first test was just over this very morning. Well, technically it's not the FIRST test (because as seniors we have revision test during February, so that's our REAL first test, but whatever) I have this year, but whatever, it's cancerous as the other tests or exams or whatever. (Gosh I tend to use the term 'whatever' too often, but WHATEVER)

Just when I thought that there's no such thing as result papers for the revision test, presto! There's freaking one. And when I saw the paper, I was like "what the xxxx" literally, though I hardly voice up any profanities USUALLY, I did that day (forgive me Lord, I was too excited, or freaking out, in my own sense). 

Not to brag, but I was no.8 in my class (of 42 pupils) and I was of course freaking out. My mind blanked and the first thing I could think of was I WAS FREAKING HALLUCINATING. But I wasn't. And I don't think I got to that place because I'm smart (no, of course not) but because most of the smart kids in my class didn't really take the stupid test SERIOUSLY. I mean, they're all in for the midterms, and I'm the only idiot who studied (okay, A LITTLE. There, I confessed) for this tiny test. But what I want to say isn't that I got good results or whatsoever, but that THE PRESSURE IS ON ME BECAUSE I GOT GOOD RESULTS BEFORE I CAN'T GET TOO BAD RESULTS FOR THIS STUPID FIRST TEST OR SECOND TEST I DON'T KNOW.

Phew. I guess too much caps, huh? But that's what's boiling inside of me. I mean if I freaking get twenty something in this test... well, THAT surely make a HUGE difference, doesn't it? Not that my parents mind or I do, but seriously, my ego can't take it that well. (It's my ego's problem, not me)

Anyway, this test is over and I'm trying my best not to dwell on it. But really, I think my BM and Bio and Chinese and Chemistry are going DOWN. I mean, BM (Malay, if you don't know) is cancerous. To me anyway, since I really suck in the grammar part where I think EVERYTHING is correct, even the wrong ones. As for Chinese, well, NO COMMENT. But for Biology and Chemistry, I can only hope that the teachers will be kind and whatsoever so I won't get B for them. Arrrrrrggggghhhhhhh. 

You can see I didn't mention about Additional Mathematics because for some God knows reasons, I actually know how to do. But know how to do doesn't indicate that the answer is right. But still, I'm counting on it to at least be a A- or something. OH PLEASE GOD MAKE IT HAPPEN PLEASSSEEEEEEE.

Oh, and yesterday I saw a post that's kinda sad (for me). There's a website (I forgot the website's name, you know, short-term memory. Goodbye history) saying that it's sad for the missing flight (MH370, pray for the family and passengers and crews and everything) because they've never heard of Malaysia. And for your information (if you're from another country), I'm a Malaysian. And that means I'm from Malaysia. Yes, and please, no, don't ask me about the "coconuts" thingy (if you know what I mean) and e-mail me about ANYTHING about the missing flights because I only get the latest information from the news like you guys do. But it's really kinda sad that my country is known because of an unfortunate incident (sensitive topic, you know) and not through amazing stuffs like, oh I don't know, what?

Okay, and it's about time for me to stop because you know how I can nag like an old hag or something. Though what I really wanted to say is: PLEASE MOM, BUY A NEW PHONE SO I CAN USE YOUR RECORDING SYSTEM TO RECORD MY SONGS AND BUILD UP MY GUTS TO DO YOUTUBE VIDEOS OR I DON'T KNOW MAYBE SOUNDCLOUD.

And that's all for today's blog. Thank you.

(Why the hell I sounded like a news reporter????????)